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Since I've been dealing with my mental health, a friend who feels ignored by me is just making me feel worse like I'm trying to tell you what's going on and he still doesn't get it. And now this makes it even hard for me to be around people, go out, get out of bed, shower, do my hair and makeup etc. like I just don't wanna do anything, not even get out of the house, and it Fucking sucks. At least I'm thankful to have friends who help me out with things like this.