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I don't know what to call this tbh.

Okay, first of all, no I don't smoke, I've never smoked a cigarette before in my life. I know how bad it is, and how addictive it can be. So, the reason I drew myself "smoking" a cigarette is because I see myself like this in my dreams countless times. It's like one of those stress dreams I get, like maybe because it's a sign of pushing people away or something. This one person I've been dealing with probably won't accept how I feel and thinks it's wrong so this is what I feel like.